Bigger than my imagination

Lord, I am awaken in the wee hours of the morning. I am overwhelmed by many matters both of the heart and my health which puts a closure to many things I want to do. It was then that I sense your presence close to me...telling me that I wasn't alone. So, I want to tell you Lord (and put this down in writing, to remind myself over and over again)...that you are truly beautiful...wonderful...gracious...merciful. I feel your peace bathing my soul and I felt happy again. Its something, i have been searching for, without quite realizing what it was that I wanted. I have often considered myself mature enough to know what I want, but you know what i need.I realize this morning that you are much much bigger than my imagination. My understanding of You is just a speck of what you are really made of...and so is your Love for me...